missing something here terribly. really missing it horribly.
missing the emotions that i so yearn for pitifully.
is it really that hard to look for that feeling back? i have a feeling that if we can't find that feeling back soon it'll be gone forever. i'm really scared that it'll be the case.

last night we had a belated birthday celebration. something's missing here and there. sigh. i've uploaded the photos into my comp already. anyone wants them please get to me. i'm seriously in love with my camera, and i've taken so many photos that served as such nice memories for me. thanks to the photos we took in the past that helped bring back certain long lost memories. its a really whole load of photos that i've taken, we've taken. and i realised that my collection is not full at all. i still have some over here, over there that i;ve lost in the midst of reformatting my comp. now my greatest fear is that my comp crashes and i do not have time to backup my stuff before it happens. *touch wood*